I was due today. I know that doesn't mean that he would have came this weekend but this is the date we are going to use. Lets just say its been a really sucky weekend. We did get out and just spent time together and talked alot. We are both very emotional but we are not doing too bad I think. We went to a nice area today and had a little memorial for him. We wrote letters to him and burned them and we released a couple of balloons that had some messages written on them. I took some pictures which I will put at the end here. We miss him so much and we have so many conflicting emotions. We wish that everything didn't happen and that he was still here with us but on the other hand if it would not have happened we would not have peanut right now. Like I said just a lot of emotions going on. I am also including another digital scrap page but be forewarned it does have a picture of Shain when he was born.
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*I can's get the memorial pics to upload I will try again Later*
*but here is the scrapbook page*
*I can's get the memorial pics to upload I will try again Later*
*but here is the scrapbook page*
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Finally It let me upload the pictures. Here they are.
The Burning Ceremony
Releasing the Balloons