7 Weeks Today

So I am at 7 weeks today! Very exciting. Everything is going really good so far. No spotting and I think if I get past week 8 with none I will start to feel better. TP and I just want to get past the 13th week. I know though that until I get to week 17 I won't relax all the way. I have started to break out so bad. This is definitely a pregnancy thing because I never breakout. They are right on my hairline so they are not to noticeable. When I was pregnant with Shain I broke out but not this bad. My pants are already starting to get a little snug. I thought that it would be similar to last time when they didn't start to get snug til week 14. But I guess technically this is my second pregnancy so I was told that I would start to stretch sooner. The bad thing is I have no bigger size cloths to wear. Before I got pregnant the first time I had just lost 50 pounds. While I was pregnant, because I was spotting I wasn't allowed to do anything, I gained 18 pounds. After the loss I was so depressed that I gained 25 pounds back. So I am back into the size I was before I lost all my weight. So no bigger cloths

Doctor Visit

We had our doctor visit today and everything went great. She was very pleased how the ultrasound went and says we are measuring well. We will have another one in 3 weeks so we can be able to hear the heartbeat. The weekend so far has been great. TP took me and R to Medieval Times tonight and we had a blast. TP has been before but we had not. I loved it and I could tell R loved it too. I hope everyone has a great weekend, I am now off for some much needed sleep :).

2nd Ultrasound

I don't know what it is with these places but I still have no picture to show you. We did not see the baby but we did see the gestational and yolk sac. So that is an improvement from last time. No heartbeat yet still a little to early. I'm measuring a few days shy of 6w2d at 5w6d but I also ovulate a few days later too. I'm sure my doctor is going to want another one in 2 weeks, hopefully at that time I will get a picture and a heartbeat. I'm back off to work now.

Random Post

First off I would like to say Happy 1st of February everyone and Happy Superbowl Sunday to all that watch that kind of thing. (I'm not a football person) Not much is going on here, just working and more working. I filed my income taxes, which all of it is going into savings for Peanut. TP and mines anniversary is coming up next week so we celebrated a little early and got a wii fit. We will be trying it out as soon as I finish this post lol. Tomorrow marks 6 weeks. No symptoms yet except for a little queasiness every now and then but nothing real bad or anything. I'm off to play some wii and then for a night of Big Love, The L Word, and United states of Tara.

No Ultrasound Pics

So I went in to have my ultrasound done and the lady only does an external one. Now at 5 weeks you are not going to see anything with only an external. But that is all she does and so I have no pic to post. I saw my doctor right afterwards and asked her way no internal and she tells me that the tech did ask the doctor if she wanted her to do an internal and the doctor said no. She does not like to do internals if you have had a miscarriage before the currant pregnancy. She doesn't want to take the chance. I can see her point but it scares me that I didn't see anything, not even the yolk sac. But the doctor did say that my uterus is enlarged and that I do have a nice thick lining so I will just have to live with that for 2 more weeks. That is when I go back to have another ultrasound. Hopefully at 7 weeks we will see a little more.

Doctor's Appointment

I went to the new doctors and I got to say, I love her. She was very to the point and covered all the bases. I go back and see her in 2 weeks. They have their own ultrasound machine there and I will be getting one done on Monday. She told us that she does early ultrasounds because, one if it is ectopic then they find it early enough. And two, she found the best reassurance for a mother-to-be is to show them there is something in there. I love that. She has delivered 17,000 children in her life, I find that amazing. We are both really positive about her. I am at 5 weeks tomorrow.

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On a sad note. My sister that was pregnant, just lost hers. She was supposed to be 12 weeks and she started to bleed. She went to the er and had an ultrasound and it had stopped growing at 7 weeks. I feel so bad for her. And it make me think, does the universe not want us pregnant at the same time? I lost Shain in October and then in the middle of November she told me she was pregnant. Then I find out I'm pregnant and now she lost hers. I just don't understand some times.

Rescheduled

*Thank's everyone. I did put down the pee sticks and just let myself enjoy this*

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I was supposed to go to the doctors today but I had to reschedule due to everyone in the day care is sick with the flu. So I worked a different shift and am now going to the doctor on Saturday. Now I'm going to admit something that some might look down on but I really don't care. I have to use the state insurance. My place of work doesn't offer insurance and because of all my pre-existing conditions I can't get private unless I want to pay an arm and a leg for it. So I will be using the state. In order to reapply (I still have it for when I was pregnant with Shain) I needed a new proof of pregnancy letter. I went in on my break today to do that. The lady I had I wanted to kill by the end of my visit. She did the test and we waited the time period and this is exactly what she said "The line on there, I can barely see it. I don't know if I should write the letter or not." I almost said You idiot any line is proof of pregnancy. but I didn't. Then she realized that I was only 4 weeks and started going on about how I shouldn't even been there. That I shouldn't have been able to make an appointment till I was 6 weeks. I told her that the front desk never asked me how far I was they just made the appointment. I told her the last time I was pregnant I was only 4 weeks and the lady I had then was ok with me coming in then. The last thing she went into me was the fact that my miscarriage was only 3 months ago and didn't the doctor tell me to wait. No he did not, he told me that the infection that caused it was gone and I was good to go. Right as I'm about to reach over the desk and strangle her she writes the dang letter. So now I have my letter, my insurance and on Saturday I have my appoint (though not with any of these people). Sorry for the rant I just had to get of my chest.

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As far as symptoms go, I'm not really having any. I'm starting to get very tired and that's one of the first things that hit me before. No nausea as of yet. I also got brave and put some tickers up.

Don't Know Quite What's Going On

I've kept on testing waiting for the line to get darker, and its not. In fact I think it is getting lighter. There is still a very faint line but I haven't got any more digital test to see what that one would say. I hope that its going to stick around, but I have no clue as to what is happening. My temp is still high and I've got no cramping or bleeding. I'm going to wait till Wednesday to test again and I will let you know what I find.

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update. Thanks guys for the reassurance. I went ahead and made an appoint for the doctor on Wednesday.

2nd Post Today

I could not handle not really knowing and held my pee all morning long, behold the digital test. Sorry the picture isn't that good.

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There is no Not before that Pregnant. Holy Shit, We're Pregnant!! It is still insanely early, Monday would only be 4 weeks according to LMP. I can't believe it. I am so nervous and scared and oh so Happy I don't know what to do with myself. TP is also very happy of course and very nervous. After what happened I think everyone would be to. Its a little sad because our counting week is going to be Mondays and with Shain it was also on Monday. On the 19th I will be 4 weeks where with Shain I would have been 30. I am going to be calling the doctor on Monday to set up an appointment. Oh I just cant believe it lol.

12 DPO and Question 15, 16 & 17

So today is 12 dpo and I broke down and tested this morning. I'm not quite sure but I think I got a very very faint line. I will test again tomorrow to make sure. I would leave a pic but my phone didn't take a very good pic. If tomorrows is better I will upload it then. Come on belated birthday present! Now on to my last few questions by eeneymeeney.

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Question 15. Who was your first girl kiss with and what were the circumstances ie: school girl crush, your current partner, drunk with a good friend?

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My first kiss was with my one and only TP. She is the first and only person I have kissed. It was after our first official date. When she leaned in to kiss me I got a little nervous (fresh being out at 19 and being outside by the car) that I ducked my head and she kissed the top of it. She never lets me live this moment down to this day and we always have a chuckle over it. I have now more then enough paid up for it :).

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Question 16. Do you have any phobias?

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I am absolutely terrified of spiders. I can't stand them and if one happens to get on me. I shriek and jump and am halfway to the other said of a room before you even know whats happening lol.

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Question 17. Any tattoos?

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No, have none. I really want to get one that I designed myself, but I probably never will because I'm not a real big fan of needles. My honey has 2 though.